#SO CALL ME MAYBE #ugh but they were so domestic here??? #like sometimes they ganked demons #but other times they stayed in with pizza and the syfy channel #and sometimes #ruby dragged sam out for kareoke #and sometimes sam misses ruby’s demon blood #but sometimes he misses the way she ate her french fries #the way she’d get a bit of ketchup on her lip and he’d kiss it off #and sometimes he’d miss how he’d wake up #and she’d be there beside him in the bed #covers around her waist #flipping through a book she picked up from the library #he kept finding books in his bag in the glove box in the crannies of his car #long after he had killed her #each word their own stab of guilt #ha #fucking #haha #cries (via crowleyshouseplant)
#this moment #just the look on his face when he puts on the trench-coat #jimmy knows what’s coming #he knows what he has to do #he’s perfectly aware of the decision he has made #and its consequences #he’s gotten himself involved in something so much bigger than himself #i’m sure he prayed to serve God #but he never imagined this #the pain #the loss #the fact that by serving God he will have to sacrifice #everything he loves #and trust that angel that came to him #trust that in his absence his family will be protected #trust that Castiel will do whatever necessary #before becoming a vessel #Jimmy’s faith was everything to him #and I can’t imagine how much it was tested from the moment he said yes #and its strength is evidenced by the fact that #to save his daughter #he was willing to say yes again
#Do you mean the Dean who fucked bitches & got pie? #The Dean who called his brother “Bitch” jestingly & smiled because he wanted to & not just so that he wouldn’t cry?
#dean is earth because he’s rooted in it and he’s human and hedonistic and solid and responsible #castiel is air because he’s not of this world and he’s flighty and unpredictable and strong #sam is fire because he’s migthy and may seem innocent on the outside but he burns fiercely within with life and purpose #bobby is water because he’s steady and swift and supporting of life as well as protection
“it was me and it was my mom. that’s it.”
#i hate it when people completely ignore what adam said about john in 5.18 #and continue to act like he got the father sam and dean were robbed of #no- as he essentially says himself he had a stranger who dropped by once a year out of a sense of obligation. not a dad #and he had a mom whom he clearly loved more than anything and was loved dearly in return by #but who had to work so much as a single parent that they didn’t get much time together #and he didn’t even get a sibling to break up that isolation- adam must have known loneliness from a young age #that achieves what i thought was impossible- making me feel even worse when i imagine him down in the cage #though michael is the hope i cling to that adam hasn’t had centuries of darkness and cold and isolation #broken up only by the torture of two archangels #after all- sam seems to have no lingering fear of michael. no horrific memories of torture from him- only lucifer. #and sam is the one who dragged him down there. so i hope that means michael protects his innocent vessel from his brother’s wrath #that he shields and warms him with his grace and promises to find a way to bring adam back to his mother one day and he means it #if the show won’t give adam a decent ending i have to cling to some kind of hope or it’s just too awful
#THE WAY HE BACKS OFF LIKE DEAN IS AN ALARMED ANIMAL #SPLAYS HIS HANDS OUT TO SHOW HE MEANS NO HARM #BODY LANGUAGE #HE’S USING BODY LANGUAGE TO COMMUNICATE WITH DEAN #AND THEN HIS INSTENSE STUDYING OF DEAN’S FACE LIKE HE’S TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HIM #CAS IS RESPECTING DEAN#MUTUAL RESPECT #INTIMACY #HE’S MATCHING DEAN’S SPLAYED OUT HAND OMG CUTEST #MY OTP IS SO CUTE #CAS IS LEARNING HOW TO COMMUNICATE IN DEAN’S LANGUAGE- BODY BECAUSE DEAN ISN’T THAT GOOD AT ENGLISH #CARES ABOUT DEAN’S BOUNDARIES
Woah,the last time you zapped me somewhere I didn’t poop for a week